It has finally happened.
After many years it is finally going to happen. I found out Monday that it was approved and got my date yesterday. I came on yesterday to post it, but I was rather worried to do so. In some odd way I was afraid I would jinx it. I tried to have this surgery 6 years ago, but was denied and never had ins. that would cover it after that. I can hardly believe it that on the 28th I will be under the knife. I feel numb with an underlying sense of panic. Logically, I am very happy, but emotionally I am waiting for the bubble to burst and wake up from this dream. On the other side I am right in the middle of finals so I don't even have time to stop and just enjoy the fact that it is going to happen. Please say a pray for me to make it through this last week of school and keep my focus on my studies. With break coming up I may actually be able to get on here and get to know a few ladies. I go for preop testing next Thursday so I am sure this will be much more real by then. Thank you to all the ladies who have been so supportive in this process.
Ohhh and pray I don't eat too much over the holiday and make this whole thing more complicated!